Saturday, June 30, 2007
sorry. and i love you.
I freaking cried again. Really hate myself. Attitude became bad as in getting angry easily. No idea why but all i know that I've got to change because today i quarreled with him. Felt piss but hurt and sad the most. Really sorry. I was rude to you. Realised my mistake and my bad attitude. I'll change and would you be here for me to support me? Would you stand by me? All i need is you and your support. I'm willing to talke all risk and i know you won't do that for me. Only stupid person like me would do that. Guess the feeling was strong. You know i just need you and just need to know that you'll be here for me. Is it possible? Will you make it come true? Carrie, Min cheng and my real blood brother(nicholas) told me to talk about that feeling thingy after your O'lvl. I agreed with them. So now i'll stand by you no matter what happen. Willing to change every thing that's bad. You talking bike lesson. And i told you not to but you like bikes. As i say in the long past post that i'll support you and i really mean it. Till now i'll still support you. Just take care and don't fall sick any more. SIGH! My life sucks. I'm such a loner in love. All i wanted was you. I'm trying to hold on to you but it just seems to be diffcult. Seriously i'll wait for you. I hope what you told me in the past were true. And all your promises too. I'll believe in you no matter what. Sorry for what has happen today. I didn't mean to be rude to you. SORRY BOY. LOVES; YOU!
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